MY EMOTIONAL TOTALLY BREAK DOWN THIS MORNING....





ytd nite i was unable to slp..


and this morning i heard my mother break down and cry..


this is the first time i saw her totally break down and my heart really sunk deeply down...


wanted to follow her to hospital and skip my lesson today..


but she told me not to as i need to attend lesson in sch...and my bro to take leave to accompany her the whole day till i finish my lesson i will rush down..so ask me not to worry..





after everyone leave the house i unable to whole my tear anymore that i blust off....


feeling really down...my mind came cross alot of thing that how my ah ma love and dote me..i know my dialect CMI but she still will understand sometime what i going to say..





i hate the feeling that my love one get hurt or left me...


hate to being alone


hate to death that bring my love away...





i praying that everything will be fine soon.....





this late morning receive sms from my bro that ah ma was transfer to mount elizabeth hospital..


after my lesson skip my lunch and i go down straight to there..

everyone mood was so down...haiz...
hoping everything will be fine soon... really soon..